Again.. I've been thinking about what I'm going to do... should I give up?should I just throw away everything?should I wait? For what?should I keep on struggling? Is it really worth my time?Is there someone gonna help me while searching for the answer?Ugh! If only I can go back in time... But even if I go back to any point of my life and re-do things I want to do... Will everything turns for the better?...
Wednesday, December 08, 2010
4 years ago, I've asked myself whether it's a wise decision to change to Biological Science...2 years ago, I've asked myself whether it's a wise decision to change to Biomedical Science....and today.... again I ask myself whether it's a wise decision to change my life direction...I had a heart to heart talk with my housemate and we ended up with a lot of things that we never talk about before...There's...
Friday, November 12, 2010
Owh... okay.. I may exaggerate a little bit... HeheSo basically I'm done with just one paper.. and one for tomorrow, one for day after tomorrow, and the last one would be day after tomorrow after tomorrow... Ugh! Who did this horrible schedule anyway?Last night I dreamt of me holding on to someone's heart by my own hands trying to stop the bleeding and I think it's more like cardiorrhexis... OMG!...
Thursday, October 14, 2010
well, let's just say I have a new obsession...Recently, I've been downloading some new anime and manga... As I don't have much time to read the manga online, I just downloaded the archived ones and put them away in between my notes and assignment. But honestly, every now and then, I'll just gonna end up watching at least one episode of the recently downloaded by myself and other housemates anime.I've...
Monday, October 04, 2010
Trying my best to understand the meaning of life... (err... does it sounds so dramatic?)Mid terms just ended last week.. =DI came back from home on September, 20th with double the amount of stuffs that I brought from Kuantan.. Well, it was 'Eid.. I spent a lot basically, just can't get enough of shoes! Not forgetting my first official handbag, yay! I'm not that ladylike so I'm not into these kind...
Wednesday, September 01, 2010
Yesterday was crazy as I'm doing full-shift at Nike. Sales went quite high for August - people are dressing up for 'Eid and of course with the efforts given out by most of the staffs. The winner of August's sale is Ash... What do you expect? He's good at promoting stuffs! Wish I could do better so I can compete with him! Well, we're friends for sure but all of us are rival at the same time...I think...
Friday, August 27, 2010
Sometimes I really miss the times when I was in primary school. Even though I only made few friends, it didn't really matter to me back then. How I was doing at school was the most important thing for me, or I could say my parents. I have to live up to their expectations every single day. Back then also, everyday was almost the same. School, homework, house chores, and then repeat the whole thing...
Thursday, July 29, 2010
actually I'm in the middle of Systemic Anatomy class right now but since it's about female's reproduction system.... I think I can handle it... =)Woke up this morning with one thing popped in my mind.I'm 22. From today until 28 of July next year. Great!I don't know why 22 is such an annoying number. Is it because it's repeating? Probably.Other reason? I can't just think of any reason. But I'm still...
Wednesday, July 28, 2010
Trying to find a right word to start this entry for about almost half an hour but I couldn't just find anything.Here goes nothing...I always think that maybe I was right about him. He is perfect. Perfect in every aspect I can think of. Perfect in the eyes of people around him - though some may think not but the fact that he is way too perfect for me just keep on haunting me ever since the first moment...
Tuesday, July 13, 2010
The 3 months vacation is damn over! I KNOW!!!!Just wanna wrap things up, I worked for Y2K - Factory Outlet for almost 2 months but due to something happened I went back home around mid of May... As usual, being mum and dad's multi-purpose-assistant, I updated all their company profiles - took my almost 2 weeks! Almost the same routine everyday... Office in the morning, cooking in the evening... Cleaning,...
Tuesday, March 16, 2010
It's Tuesday and basically I don't have any class from morning till evening. But then, when I checked my iCal, there's an entry stated: 'Leadership class, 8 p.m.'... But, there was a small note written under the entry: 'Final session'... I smile a bit.Though I'm feeling so lazy to get up and ready for class, I quickly took my shower and off to campus around 7 p.m. Got some time to online so I updated...
Wednesday, March 10, 2010
It's Wednesday and it's a routine for me to have my Blackforest Cheesecake from Secret Recipe every Wednesday. It's actually a new menu so before this I always have White Chocolate Macadamia... Still, once a while I do order it for take away... As I'm having another Leadership and Management session today, I went to KOS half an hour before 5. I opened my Facebook while waiting for others to come....
Friday, March 05, 2010
After spending the entire morning reading Breaking Dawn by Stephenie Meyer, I went to Secret Recipe for a lunch and end up staying in there - online, updating my FB, my blogs... and of course time flies very fast when you're having fun... I almost forgot that I supposedly have Leadership class today. So, after rushing to KOS, I quickly sneaked into the class few minutes before Br. Said came. We started...
Monday, March 01, 2010
As usual, now it's the time when presentations need to be presented, assignments to be submitted, reports to written, etc. etc. etc. ...Today, I'm having Quality Assurance presentation. Started at 9 in the morning, we still haven't finish all the presentations... There are 12 more groups to go... Haiz.... I don't whether this is a fortunate thing for me or unfortunate thing for my group member, but...
Thursday, February 25, 2010
Feeling bored as I don't have anything to do tonight... Almost all my housemates went out for movies while I'm stuck inside my room and do nothing but staring at O-Lie - my teddy bear. Actually, there are a lot of things I need to right now it's just that I don't think I can do anything... Well, at least for now.. I don't want to be a lazy bum throughout this weekend... I've been through the whole...
Thursday, February 18, 2010
As for today, I have no other class other than Leadership class. Though I felt so lazy to prepare myself before going to class, I arrived around a quarter before 5. Well, that's early.After waited for almost half an hour, Br. Said came and he said a few things that needed to be cleared among us. He also talked about some people who have this mind-setting that Friday is considered as weekend. As far...
Monday, February 15, 2010
Sometimes I wonder if everyone I know is showing his true self in front of me... Me? Sometimes I feel like I don't even know myself. But, most importantly, I just wanna be myself in front of other people... Therefore, to all hypocrites out there, don't show yourself in front of me....
Friday, February 05, 2010
Finally, after all those preparations before our group presentation for Leadership class, we presented it today. I felt relief when everything's over.In our presentation on Leadership Skills my group members - Hazirah, Izzati, Asma and I acted as candidates that are running for an election. Each of us need to portray the dos and don'ts as a leader while Soraya will 'pause' us whenever a right or wrong...
Saturday, January 30, 2010
Today, I finished half of my Saturday in East Coast Mall shopping, eating and watching movie. It's the first time ever I went to a mall alone and I felt so light and free. I don't know whether it's a good or a bad feeling but I just felt that way. Can't help it!Reached at ECM around 11 in the morning, I went straight to Sand - Loreal's Hair Salon and got myself a haircut. What a refreshing shampoo...
Tuesday, January 19, 2010
Yesterday, I heard someone's said,"As a human being, desire is a must. If you don't have one at least, you are just the same as the dead,"Really? Seriously?When I think about it, like really think about it deeply, over and over again, I realized it's been a very long time since I had something that I really want and willing to do anything to get it. Well, it doesn't include any unethical things. But...
Friday, January 15, 2010
Finally after a long wait for Leadership class, today I had one. Well, it's 2 in 1 actually... Though I'm not really agree with the concept of killing two birds at one shot as we're having 2 sessions in one class, still all my classmates are okay with it... It's a good thing I guess.When the lecturer came, I was surprised. It's not that he's an alien or something but because it was the first time...
Friday, January 01, 2010
Happy New Year, everyone... It's 2010 and I've got few things to say...As usual, new year comes along with fresh determinations... Therefore this year, I'm determined to shape myself and become a better person... Inside out... I hope I can manage my time properly,prioritize things around me = studying should comes to the 1st place,and lots of things to be taken care of...and most importantly to get...
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