Again.. I've been thinking about what I'm going to do... should I give up?should I just throw away everything?should I wait? For what?should I keep on struggling? Is it really worth my time?Is there someone gonna help me while searching for the answer?Ugh! If only I can go back in time... But even if I go back to any point of my life and re-do things I want to do... Will everything turns for the better?...