Last year was... hard. The past 6 months are just difficult for me to talk about.
I tried my best. Did I? Maybe it's not enough. Maybe I should try harder. Maybe I should stay.
But, I'm here. Thinking why I am such a coward. Didn't fight for myself. For our future.
Will this year going to be better? Is my birthday for this year will be better than the past 5 years?
Will I ever find the one thing that I'm searching for?
